Vaha's Records #24: Despair and Longing

If this keeps up, I might well go insane. I feel that I'm being judged by the objects around me. 'How dare you come back after losing to the Dark Invaders?' 'You think you're still worthy?' I had fled to Vahmalkea to avoid facing my failures. Everyone, including the master, had turned against me, even though I was the only one who had fought the Dark Invaders, believing that if I did not, the world would end. And yet, look at me now... I looked at Lucretia, whom I had designed after my former lover. I think I caught a hint of sadness in her smile as she sat atop Urukios's back. Oh, if only I could turn back time and lead Orze down the right path.